It sounds so simple. Just paint “for yourself”, follow your heart, listen to your inner voice, and on and on and on we hear the message. For years I thought I’ve been doing a pretty good job of doing just that, and maybe I have. But lately I’m not so sure Lurking in the dark recesses of my mind are small but significant voices asking me: will this painting sell, will it appeal to a gallery, is it cutting edge and contemporary, what will my fellow artists think, etc., etc., etc.
I find some comfort by telling myself that all artists have to deal with similar issues....they do, don’t they? I have always been willing to compromise, perhaps because what I like to paint is generally well accepted by the public at large, but not by many contemporary galleries. I subscribe to Art in America and ask myself why; my work has no place in their world. I have really tried to appreciate conceptual art, but to no avail, and installations leave me wondering there is something wrong somewhere, either with the artist or me.
I am not one to make New Years resolutions, but will go out on a limb and make one now. I WILL DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO IGNORE ALL THAT IS NOT MY OWN. I WILL NOT SECOND GUESS MY INSTINCTS AND WILL PAINT ALL THE BARNS, TREES, AND LANDSCAPES THAT MY HEART DESIRES (or stormy skies)!
Wish me luck.